I have felt exactly what you described in your experience this weekend. My most recent was while I was walking on a beach on the Oregon Coast and the impression or message from God hit me so hard that it stopped me in my tracks. It was that “deep knowing” that I needed to do what I was being called to do. I couldn’t ignore it any longer although everything human in me resisted. I have found that when I try to ignore what I am hearing, it comes again from another direction, louder and more clear. The closer you draw to God and the more times you listen and say “yes”, your faith grows and you spend less time questioning and resisting. I’ve also found that once I do surrender, I can begin to see the purpose of the call and receive the blessings that God wanted for me. Doesn’t mean it’s always easy and not scary. Thank you for sharing your experience, Graham, as it seems very personal and profound for you. We’re all on this path together and can help each other learn and grow along the way. “No eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor heart of man conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him.”
It's also been my experience that when I try to ignore that still small voice of God it does come to me again in another direction. It's such an awesome thought that God wants to communicate with His children. To me it shows what a personal, loving Father He is. Even if it's a hard thing He's asking I know it's for my good and/or the good of another. Trust and obey. Things go so much better when I do.
Sometimes that still small voice is all I need, and other times I feel God needs to smack me over the head multiple times for me to listen and act. But like you, I've learned that He is trustworthy and what He wants me to do is what is right and good.
This is very powerful Cathy. I feel that I have needed that smack on the head in the past too many times. It’s just been in recent years that I have learned to slow down and listen for that small voice to show me the way. I can definitely attest that you can’t ignore God’s urging because he will come to you in some other way to turn you where he wants you.
He has a way of getting his message across. I, too, have focused on getting quiet and listening more so He doesn't have to work so hard to get me to pay attention. 😊
I can identify with getting that smack over the head too! But I've come to recognize that as God's love too. Sometimes I even say to Him, "Thanks, I needed that!" and I swear I hear Him laughing with me. Who says God doesn't have a sense of humor!
Have you ever had God shake you before you wake ? I have I’ve even sat up in bed going what just happened. It’s like that slap in the head, we all need it. God was saying get up and do the job you were meant to do. I’ve tried to live my life like God asks its hard and I faulter a lot. I ask for strength and guidance. I pick myself up and keep trying.
Yes!!! Or a middle of the night jolt?? Totally, Shari. God doesn't necessarily work on my time clock...... My only advice is to just stay open. God will not only give you the call but equip you to answer it.
Well he’s sure working on me tonight. I have the most amazing opportunity to go on a mission trip in June to believe it or not Utah. I can’t wait to go, I’ve wanted to do this for a very long time.. Graham gave me the inspiration. I called my church and got all the info. I’m going to do my best to go.
Graham, On my inspirational calendar for today, the following quote appeared which I think applies so greatly to what you shared with all of us today. "We never stop being shaped by God's hand for HIS perfect purpose - Each day is part of the process." To describe that feeling of how God personally speaks to me is through prayer, which offers me the guidance. It's exactly how you described it to me recently of that gentle feeling on your heart and at the same time that is so powerful, it gives you the energy to have the FAITH to move forward. Faith is not being able to know what's coming, but saying yes and trusting in God to take you through it. As you say, sometimes it can be a little messy, but at the end of the day, God knows better than we do what is best for us. I keep telling myself EARTH is temporary, because I know personally my soul will be with God/Jesus in the end. Another favorite phrase of mine which is from DonnyMac's "HOME" song is "TO LIVE IS CHRIST, TO DIE IS GAIN." I think many of us can relate to what you shared with us today. I know I can, and have many times throughout my life. Graham, don't ever doubt your calling because you have inspired me beyond words. I'm eternally grateful to God for HIM directing me to you and this amazing Substack community. God is using you Graham in many amazing ways. and you have a God given talent for inspiring others. I believe the BEST is yet to come for you and all of us.
I had an experience Sunday of whether or not to share something that was deeply meaningful to me with someone. It was NOT easy, and I kept going back and forth as to whether to share this with them or not. At church, while I was talking with someone, that gentle but powerful feeling on my heart which I know was from God said to just do it. Well, I did, and I'm so glad I listened to God. It wasn't anything major, but for me, it was definitely out of my comfort zone, but in the end I was the one who was blessed and hopefully the other was also.
I look forward to Saturday's Zoom call. Have a safe trip returning home and May God Bless You!
Graham - One other note as I listened to the video again. As Music ministers so much to my soul, the old hymn " I SURRENDER ALL" comes to mind. Words to this wonderful hymn are below. I was just reminded of this when you spoke of total surrender in the video. It is one of the most beautiful hymns and one of my favorites. Just had to add and share in addition to the comments I shared earlier.
Me too, Sometimes just talking it out with others is all you need, but until I feel that gentle but powerful tug on my heart, is when I will step out in FAITH! That's when I know the guidance is from God. It's happened so many times lately and the blessings have been overwhelming I can hardly breathe. I will take it though because I know my FAITH will take me through the tough times too! Love your new car by the way!
Graham ~ I believe like you that God's Kingdom is Beyond . For those of you that don't know what it feels like to have God calling you, here's one of my experiences. I felt God pulling continually on my heart to go to Florida & help my mom while she was dying -- even though my brother & his children lived there. I finally listened & left my family, gave up my teaching position, flew to Florida & took care of my mom for five months even though I hadn't wanted to lose "my life." After she died, I also became the executrix of her will and had to fly back & forth from Ohio to Florida many times. There were some really ugly moments after that. Ie. I was accused of stealing, etc. by disgruntled family members. One afternoon I came back from a contentious appointment with an attorney in Florida. As I was walking up the sidewalk to my mom’s empty house, I felt angry and confused – put upon. I remember crying out loudly in my head, “God, why did my mom do this to me?”
When I reached her front door, there was a pamphlet stuck in the crack. On it was a picture of Jesus kneeling beside a tree. Something made me turn the pamphlet over. In big letters it said, “Keep Doing What You’re Doing In Memory of Me.” (Luke 22) I’m sure God was encouraging, helping me that day, and I felt a complete peace come over me. It kinda felt like a wonderful surrender if that makes sense. As Graham wrote, “God's plan is always one step at a time…” I'm still on the journey with God as my Guide.
Jan— I identified completely with the comments you made pertaining to your Mother’s death and your feelings surrounding the accusations. The experience I had at 12 which I talk about in my comment today was similar in the sense that my grandmother had passed away months before my connection with her. I had been angry, sad, lonely, reproachful, … all grief symptoms which I did not know what to do with at 12. She came to me, talked to me, calmed me and her spirit infused me … and then everything changed in what felt like seconds. Amazing experience just as you had when you read the back of that card. I felt as if a weight had been taken off my shoulders. I can still feel that decades later. Blessed🙏🏻
Hi Sherry -- yes, I thought how similar our situations were when I read your post. I love the opportunities we have to connect here. Maybe we are all "related" in this Universe. Hugs
Yes we are Jan! I think all the time about how absolutely blessed we all are to have this place of honesty and sharing with no judgment, only comprehension, through our own experiences. Truly when @grahamwardle created this avenue of communication he followed a beam of truth and gave us all a huge and priceless present. I know this came from deep inside his heart: a knowing to share, a place of grace.
I totally understand what you went through, My parents are still alive they will both be 90 in May. Mom has dementia so once a week I work remotely to help my Dad so he an run the errands for them, and I take care of Mom. My sister and I have not gotten along for a very long time, I have tried but this year I finally said enough is enough, and I refuse to be treated that way anymore. I told them I would not go to my sisters house or her children's homes anymore as I did not feel comfortable there and had not for many years. My brother said that I needed to put the past in the past and forgive my sister, which I said I have to take care of myself and not keep putting my self in a situation where I am not respected. He then said well you are the executor of MOM and DADs estate and I needed to be fair. I told him with my dad right there that I would follow my parents wishes which were written out in their will, and I would not cheat either of them out of what was theirs, also told my Dad that if he wanted he could change the executor, and he told my brother that the reason they chose me was because they new I would honor their wishes. So I foresee when my parents pass there will be some ugliness from my brother and sister.
So sorry to hear of your difficulties. I have been going through some very difficult times with my relatives after the passing of my dad in October. I didn't expect any of it, but it hit me like a brick. I am struggling to forgive and move forward despite things that have been done and said. God, give us both the strength.
I had to deal with this very thing a few years back.. I am the baby of the family my eldest sister didnt want anything to do with being executor for our par3nts but they were old school and put her anyway. upon their passing my sister handed me everything and was like---I dont want to do this.-- I took it all over with love and respect for my parents and I too followed their wishes to the T. It - at first made me resent my sister --but I am proud of the hard work I put in the love I felt from all of the rest of the family.
Cynthia my very close family was torn apart by my cousins when our grandfather died and my dad, the executor, was accused of influencing my grandfather in preparing his will
because they were not in it. They never considered how stubborn and determined our grandfather was and what an
honest man my dad was, though they grew up with both of them in their lives. So I understand the pain you feel and will pray for your strength and guidance.
Prayers for you Cynthia as you take this journey. The same type of thing happened in my husband’s family when his grandfather died. But they were blessed and reconciliation did occur for them a few years later. Don’t lose hope and faith.
Cynthia… my thoughts and prayers are with you as you deal with such a difficult situation. Hopefully a reconciliation with your siblings will prevail in the future.🙏
Thank you for sharing your story Jan. I believe God works in mysterious ways and he did that for you. We are all on the journeys he has set for us and we must travel in Faith. God bless you.
Yes, Leigh, I think he does. I KNEW my mom loved me, but I always FELT as if I weren't enough for her. From my childhood when she was president of every club imaginable to my older years when she married 2 times after my dad died. It was an irrational belief I held -- when I was the only one there holding her hand when she died, God released me from that mistaken belief. Thanks!
Jan….thanks for sharing this with us. Hopefully in the end you successfully carried out the will of your Mom without further contentious exchanges with other family members. 🙏
Yes, thanks, Danny ~ I survived without having to go to jail. Ha Ha! One of the discontents even apologized. I've always had a hard time accepting the parable of The Prodigal Son, but my mom certainly provided me with first-hand experience. I get it!
The largest call I have felt was to be a youth minister. That didn’t come to fruition though through my own fallible humanity but that’s neither here nor there.
I feel little callings every day like “you need to send this message to this person”, or “you need to share this with that person,” or “you need to tell this person you love them.” I don’t know what the point of most of the calls is and probably never will. But… I’ve had people message me or call me in the past and say “I really needed that, thank you.” It feels so good knowing God used me in that simple little way to help someone else.
To describe how it feels?? It’s a certainty about something beyond anything you’ve felt on this earth. It tickles and prickles at your consciousness and vibrates with a presence all it’s own. It pokes you in the back and says “hey!! Hey!!” over and over again until you turn around and listen to it. And it’s coated in love to ease the discomfort as it comes into being.
It’s like looking at a puzzle with one piece missing and you hold the piece in your hand. The draw is unmistakable. Thank you again G for all you do and chose to share with us 💚
Aimee -- I definitely get where you are coming from. Several weeks ago I had a woman come up to me & say the card I sent her when her baby triplets died at birth over 40 years ago saved her life. She said she keeps those words in a frame. I was flabbergasted!!! I can't even remember the card & what it said. I guess we should never ignore those "pokes in the back that say 'hey!! Hey!!' over & over again..." 'cause even God's "small" callings make a BIG difference it seems.
How precious to know your obedience made such an impact. ❤️To have the simple gesture of writing that card and to have her come up to you so many years later to say it saved her life, that is beautiful and yet so full of His compassion, power and divinity!
I have been in tears on and off since I read your poem and watched your video. I prayed for you intently this past weekend! God answered my prayers!! Graham, you are worthy and such a joy-filled child of God! As Don McLeod said recently on a live IG that God does not make mistakes! He certainly did not with you as well. Your story reminds me a bit of when Don wrestled with God the night his wife had left. My sister-in-law reminded me of a parable of the lost sheep in Matthew 18:10-14. Briefly, the shepherd had lost 100 sheep. The story goes on to say, he will leave the 99 others and search high and low for the one lost sheep. Another verse similar is John 10:27 - "My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me." Graham, many days I don't want to listen to the voice. It is almost like I feel I am in a full-on wrestling match with God. I know though without out a doubt that when I want to ignore the "train whistle" and I want to turn from the "voice" and run away, He will come after me like the shepherd for the lost lamb. Faith is not easy. It is easier and sometimes feels safer to turn away, because faith is about vulnerability. I will say that the days I feel like running away, I will just simply pray, "God, help me. I am struggling. Hear me." He is always right there. You talked of messy...whew that is a great word! It is exactly that! I will be praying specifically for you as you encounter more messes! I pray for this community often as well. Graham, as many have said, you are a gift! May you continue to shine with God in your heart!
To answer the actual question you proposed...how would I share about the call on my heart...I would simply say it is not easy to turn to it. I would explain it by using the parable of the Prodigal Son. We are like the elder son, the younger son, and the father. We all want to be known and heard and seen. Come before His feet with an open heart and just let him lead you. It does not come without "messes", but the joy the is greater.
Now...let's do some dancing! Excited for our group zoom! Get your feet going ladies! 🕺 💃 🙌🙏
Graham…I shared my experience after your poem “Tough Love” on March 29. The pulling inside of me occurred over a period of 30 plus years when my brother and I did not have any relationship during that time. As I shared earlier it was not until I learned that he was ill and in the hospital that I had a calling to take that leap and visit him. Certainly I did not know what the outcome would be but I knew that I could not live with myself if I didn’t try to rekindle a relationship. Yes the outcome was a positive one and for the remaining 5 years of his life, we shared many good times together until he passed away. Our last time together was the week of his passing when we spent the week after Christmas in 2015 at the beach. Many conversations of our memories during our childhood…many times holding hands…embracing…and the night before his passing having a cold beer at his request. I know now that God gave me the courage and strength to initiate a rekindling of our relationship. The outcome was more than I could have hoped for. Today my relationship with my sister in law and niece and nephew is stronger than ever before. My eyes are filling with tears right now as I write about this rekindled love with my brother and his family … it’s still such a joyous moment to celebrate and be thankful for such a positive outcome. I say to anyone please take that leap and have faith that God or a higher power will be at your side…will lift you as you walk through your journey…and will provide you a tremendous triumph going forward. Love and peace.🙏
I can relate to your story danny my sisters and I had no contact(too long a story) from our only brother for 10+ yrs until one of my sisters got sick and past away in 08. My other 2 sisters and I finally started having a relationship again with him (he is the big brother ) it’s unfortunate that it took my oldest sister’s illness for all of us to get back together but in the end god must’ve meant that to happen. Because he was diagnosed with cancer in 2010 & we helped him through the process of chemo. It was t working for him and he passed in 2011 I’m thankful for that little bit of time that we had with him 💔❤️
Lisa…thanks for your comment…sadly it takes an illness to reconnect but we have to accept what is and be thankful for the period that a rekindling has occurred. Life is difficult to understand sometimes.🙏
Amen Danny! Taking that leap of FAITH and saying yes is not always easy, but God knows each and every time what is best for us. He knows what's best for us than we ourselves. If I didn't have that FAITH, I would be totally lost. I can't even imagine life without that. I'm so glad you have that wonderful relationship now with your brother's family! God is good and all the time God is Good!
Anne…thanks for your comment. Yes it is difficult to take that step towards a rekindling of a long lost relationship. What a relief and a blessing that I was able to share those last years of love and companionship with my brother.🙏
I will comment more in depth later, but I wanted to say thank you for sharing your experience. I would imagine it’s difficult to convey an experience like that without giving out too many personal details, but you did a great job and it’s much appreciated 💚
My mom was in a nursing home and I visited her every day after work. Well, one morning while driving to work, I heard go visit your mother. My thought was I’ll visit her after work. But the voice kept at me to go visit my mother. So instead of going to work, I went to see my mom. She was so happy to see me. I’m so thankful I listened to that voice in my head because within an hour my mom abruptly passed away. If I had gone to work, I would have missed saying goodbye to her. God gave me that final moment with her.
I had a very similar thing happen to me. My Mom was in the hospital. I woke up Thursday morning knowing I had to go see her. We visited with her for a while. I told her I loved her, and that the kids sent their love as well. We left and hadn’t even been gone 30 minutes when the hospital called that she had passed. If I hadn’t listened and asked my best friend to take me to see her, I would have also missed saying goodbye. I’m so grateful that I got to say goodbye.
When my sister passed it was very hard. We had to say our good byes while she was in a coma. We were there most of the night. The ICU nurse told us we had to go. Being in the healthcare field and having to watch them take their last breath was so different. My sister waited till we said good bye and passed with out any of us there. I know where she is and that gives me comfort still doesn’t make it easier. I’m glad you were able to give peace to your mom and you. Thinking of you Aimee.
Thank you for sharing with us another powerful poem! I had nothing close to what you described but I had an experience a few days which I have already kind of shared a bit about it at the VIP club a few days ago but it was a very powerful moment for me so I think it’s appropriate I share again.I was feeling a bit heavy in my heart and was feeling very overwhelmed and freaked out about an incident that has occurred with a family member that has a medical condition., so I went for a walk to clear my mind . I was lost in my thoughts and looked up in the sky and saw the most beautiful double rainbow which is usually a sign of good luck or prosperity,also It is a symbol of hope and new beginnings.This immediately made feel better and gave me hope. 🌈🌈it was as though God was sending me a message , not to lose my faith , that everything will work out!! 🙏💖
Irene - most definitely. I've had similar and very profound experiences with rainbows. I'm so glad for you. It will definitely work out the way it's supposed to.
Prayers for you and your family Irene. Your strong faith will carry you through. And I believe God will continue to send you those little messages of e
Prayers for you and your family, Irene. Your faith will carry you through. And God will continue to send you those little messages of encouragement. ❤️
So now that I've read your poem several times I feel I can with God's help post a response. God wants each of us to have a personal relationship with him, but the choice is ours. The more you lean into and develop that relationship the more God expects of you and gives you, but whether or not you do it is your choice. But if you want peace and contentment, stop running, listen then follow His direction. For He has the best for you and your life if you are just willing to trust. We can always come up with reasons to not follow, but the joy, peace and love you can experience when you let go is unspeakable and is seen by others in you. Graham, you have joy!!
Graham this poem hits close to my heart from my fast experience of my beautification journey. The only reason I am still living because God needs me and was walking every step of the way until my beautification is finished. To God Be The Glory! God, Faith and trust go hand in hand . God promised us that we would get those things that we ask in prayer. If we believe that God will give them to us. I have learn thru my journey that God has a better plan, has a final say about everything.My life , not my fears, my doubt, nor my failures. I believe him when he says that his plan to prosper me and I will trust him. Owning your book 2015 save my life and you have inspired me beyond words. God is using you ,when you first started this substack community I was hesitant to sign up then one day while on my prayer walk something happen? I became a warrior and fight the fear within; it is not physical chains that keep us from unlocking our greatness but rather the unseen mental and emotional turmoil that leaves us sleepless at night. God has a plan , there are angels fighting battles to open path, lifting higher , one step at a time. Fighting my fears and push forward. I rejoice on my trials and tribulations difficulties are always a catalyst that strengthen my Faith and given me a brighter hope in God. Have a safe travels Graham and thank you for sharing your experience. Cheers 🙏❤️
I have had quite a few of those "stop in your tracks" promptings from God, and I'll honestly say I didn't always respond. When I did, I was actually more blessed that whoever I thought I was helping. About 10 years ago, God called my husband and me to leave our home and move 5 hours north to work as houseparents at a Eagle Ranch, a home for troubled children. It meant giving up our jobs, leaving a house that we had just built (thinking it would be our final home so we pulled out all the stops!), and leaving family and friends that we had had all our lives. He was asking us to leave all that we "thought" was important to us. We were scared to death, but felt the calling so strongly, (I even heard God's voice audibly in my head defeating every excuse that I threw up to avoid leaving my home). When we interviewed for the position (a very extensive process), one of the people that interviewed us said something that has stuck with me forever. 'I know that you think you are coming to help out Eagle Ranch, and you are, but it's what the ranch is going to teach you that will impact you the most!" She was so right. I'd love to say that everything was always great, but when you are living with 7 troubled boys and working with their families, things can get stressful and very crazy! But I grew. My husband grew. Our marriage grew. Our patience grew. Our ability to love people through all their junk (and through all our own junk) grew. Our relationship with Jesus grew. God used that time to help us identify the baggage and issues in our own lives that needed purging/ and refining. The ranch really did more for us than we ever did for it. So my point in this story, is that when you feel that tug, whether it's in a small situation or a larger commitment like ours was, follow it. You will be blessing another, but God ALWAYS does a greater work in our own hearts when we are obedient to him.
Thanks for this poem, Graham. I'm glad you had such a great experience and listened! You are a blessing to so many of us because you have listened to God and brought all of us together through all of your platforms.
If anyone is interested in learning more about Eagle Ranch here's their link: https://eagleranch.org
What a lovely, heartfelt story. I'm so happy for you & your husband. I believe when you give of yourself, you get back in return. I have experienced this when I volunteered at a primary school. I was doing it to help the school as well helping with my anxiety, but received so much more in return. The joy, satisfaction & love from the kids was overwhelming & so much more.
I can tell you felt the same. You did a wonderful, selfless thing & I'm sure you changed lives for the better. Bless you both. 🙏💖🇦🇺
Beautiful story. Thank you for sharing and thank you for giving your time to those boys. It is amazing how much more we receive when we choose to follow God’s plan and serve others.
I have had a call from God. It was a wonderful experience. I cried and cried and said “I love God so much” and cry again. That experience stays with you. You will never forget it. Well I prayed and asked God to do the same for you this weekend while on the retreat where you could be alone with God. He loves you so much. He’s been with you since you were little. He’s had your back a lot of times.
To explain to someone else, I would say it’s a combination of peace and love all over you
I would say “Listen to your heart because that is where He speaks to you”. I answered His call and have seen many miracles in my life. He loves you Graham!
Great poem Graham! A time when I know the Holy Spirit was using me and speaking to me was when my mother, who I never had a good relationship with, had a debilitating aneurysm, which hospitalized her for weeks She was then transferred to a board and care facility where she remained for years. I was pulled to care for her by this force within me. On my own, I may have ignored her, or at least, not be so involved. I ended up caring for her with a genuine love that just welled up inside me. I couldn’t stop it if I tried! I did everything for her. I wondered to myself how I was able to do it. I believe God placed me in this position to heal me of all the past pain. She lived 4 more years. Before she died, she looked into my eyes and said, “You really do love me.” God enabled me to do for her what she never could for me. Because of this experience I have NO regrets. I am at peace.
Graham, thank you for your poem it really stuck a cord with me. I’m glad you had an amazing time on your retreat in Utah. I hope everything turned out ok with the experience you encountered.
I prayed for you for God to be by your side while on the road and during your retreat. Knowing he’s always with you is a comfort. He was especially with you when your situation arose when he tugged on your heart and soul to turnaround. I was taught that God never gives you anything you can’t handle.
He puts us in situations to see what we will do or what our reaction will be. It’s hard at times to trust in God. It’s in our nature to analyze things.
I was in a situation about 7years ago. I had to make a decision pertaining to my health. I thank God every day for what I have and that everything is ok. It ‘s the trust we must have to take that step to see what the outcome will be. If we don’t how are we supposed to know we won’t. If the situation turns out for the best you know it was the right thing to do even though there were doubts.
We have a heart and a gut for a reason we have to have the strength to follow it and know it will be ok.
This was a little hard for me to write because I’ve been there like everyone else here it’s just our experiences are different to each one of us. Though knowing what should be done and doing are two different things.
Well said Shari. We all have different experiences in life that shapes us, yet at times we are guided in directions we find difficult to explore. This has happened with me many times & many times I have taken the easier path, not the best one. It's only been in the last few years that I am finally listening to my heart my inner voice & God, that I have begun to feel some peace of mind. It's a work in progress, but forums like this help me to have faith that I'm getting there. 🙏💖
We have to listen that’s how we learn. God teaches us in so many ways. We may not always follow, I know I don’t listen. Though after I realized I should of. I give my self a good talking to and say you dummy why didn’t you. Then find myself feeling guilty. Go figure.
Graham I am so happy for you and I want you to know that I have been praying for you ever since the podcast that you had with Kerry. That night I was listening to you and Kerry having a conversation and God spoke to me and he told me to pray for you and Kerry right then I prayed. Cause when God tells you to do something you do it. It was so plain to me and then after that God told me that it was urgent that I talk to you and I said how do I do that. He had a message for you and I sent a message and I don't know if you ever got it. But I have been praying for you ever since that podcast.
I am a Christian and I have this special relationship with Jesus. To answer your question about how I would tell someone about God or a higher power call on there heart. Well first of all I would pray and ask God for direction, then I would take the Bible and share with them from He's word about how to be saved. How Jesus died on the cross for there sins and that he took every sin that they have committed or will commit to the cross . I would tell them that Jesus loved them so much that he willingly died first them. And that call on there heart is the drawing of the Holy Spirit to come to salvation. Jesus is calling them come to him.
I have been a Christian a long time and I have a relationship with Jesus and I love Jesus do much. That is my answer to your question. You are right God leads us one step at a time. He gives us enough light to see the next step. But I do know what the future hold. Jesus is coming soon and take us all out of here. If you belong to him then when he comes back then you will go with him. After that is the great tribulation. The Antichrist will take over. But Jesus wins in the end. Go read the book of Daniel, Ezekiel, and Revelation. It is all explained in those books of the Bible.
God bless you Graham and I am so thankful that you are working for God!! I am gonna continue to pray for you and you pray for me too. Cause we all need prayer!!! Loved this poem so much!! It spoke to me. What an inspiration you are!!! Be safe on your trip back home!!! I look forward to hearing all about you trip, the retreat and all you did!!! 🥰😇😘😊❤💕❤🙏🙌🏻
Carolyn - Amen sister! I am right there with you! With God/Jesus all things are possible and he will lead us through any and all things. Like you and a lot of us, I've been praying for Graham ever since I was first led to join Substack. I'm so glad I answered that call and I think we all are glad too! We are a family here and support one another and Graham!
Anne…yep…so glad I joined. I’m a late comer to Graham’s community. I just came across his Time Has Come site by googling him. What a great journey this has been for me. He is such an inspiration to all of us and to think he is in his mid 30s…and me I’m 75 and he has impacted my view of life in such a positive way. The young man is gifted!
Most definitely Danny. I'm one of the late comers to Heartland about 2.5 years ago, and then when he left, I came across him on Twitter and well you know the rest of the story - Time Has Come podcast and now this amazing and awesome Substack community. God has truly blessed each and every one of us including Graham! I'm completely overwhelmed by how much I've been blessed within last few months!
Hi Danny I to was a late comer. I saw heartland on Netflix and watched and right away fell in love with the show. When I watched the 14th season I was devastated that Ty had died. Though like you I googled the young man that played him. I was listening and reading up on Graham. To my surprise I found myself on his Time as come website and signing up for his substack community. Here we are today enjoying his inspirational mind. I’m glad I joined. God truly gave him a gift . He has helped us all in one way or another.
Wow Carolyn I couldn’t say it any better. God was certainly with Graham on his trip.God always leads us it might not always be where we want to go but he knows the plans he has for us. He will come again and it will be so ever sweet when he does.
I started praying for Graham when I heard someone misquote the Bible to him. He was told that Jesus said "know yourself and the truth will set you free." NO.. Jesus said "If you hold to my teachings, you are truly my disciples. Then you will know the truth and the truth will set you free". And He said "I am the way and the truth and the life"........I also started praying for Kerry James, from the podcast you mentioned, when he looked up and said "God are you there? I will never bow to you".
My feeling is Graham is coming around to God but I continue to pray that he will find Jesus.
Delores I have not gotten kerry out of my thoughts either since I heard that interview. He is in turmoil. He so needs the Lord. He will bow as will everyone to the Lord. We must pray that Kerry sees Christ in Graham. That is a heavy load for Graham, but it is why we are here. We pray for Graham's total surrender to the Lord. People need the Lord! Linda
I pray for both of them I think Graham knows the Bible because he was raised catholic. He has quoted a Bible verse in one of his Poems he recited it perfectly . I believe Graham knows of God he just needs to know him better. God is working with Graham in a particular way and some how it works. I hope as time passes Graham and Kerry both will be the ones that say we believe in God. I truly hope and pray for both of them.
I have felt exactly what you described in your experience this weekend. My most recent was while I was walking on a beach on the Oregon Coast and the impression or message from God hit me so hard that it stopped me in my tracks. It was that “deep knowing” that I needed to do what I was being called to do. I couldn’t ignore it any longer although everything human in me resisted. I have found that when I try to ignore what I am hearing, it comes again from another direction, louder and more clear. The closer you draw to God and the more times you listen and say “yes”, your faith grows and you spend less time questioning and resisting. I’ve also found that once I do surrender, I can begin to see the purpose of the call and receive the blessings that God wanted for me. Doesn’t mean it’s always easy and not scary. Thank you for sharing your experience, Graham, as it seems very personal and profound for you. We’re all on this path together and can help each other learn and grow along the way. “No eye has seen, nor ear heard, nor heart of man conceived what God has prepared for those who love Him.”
It's also been my experience that when I try to ignore that still small voice of God it does come to me again in another direction. It's such an awesome thought that God wants to communicate with His children. To me it shows what a personal, loving Father He is. Even if it's a hard thing He's asking I know it's for my good and/or the good of another. Trust and obey. Things go so much better when I do.
Sometimes that still small voice is all I need, and other times I feel God needs to smack me over the head multiple times for me to listen and act. But like you, I've learned that He is trustworthy and what He wants me to do is what is right and good.
This is very powerful Cathy. I feel that I have needed that smack on the head in the past too many times. It’s just been in recent years that I have learned to slow down and listen for that small voice to show me the way. I can definitely attest that you can’t ignore God’s urging because he will come to you in some other way to turn you where he wants you.
He has a way of getting his message across. I, too, have focused on getting quiet and listening more so He doesn't have to work so hard to get me to pay attention. 😊
I can identify with getting that smack over the head too! But I've come to recognize that as God's love too. Sometimes I even say to Him, "Thanks, I needed that!" and I swear I hear Him laughing with me. Who says God doesn't have a sense of humor!
Oh he definitely does!
Have you ever had God shake you before you wake ? I have I’ve even sat up in bed going what just happened. It’s like that slap in the head, we all need it. God was saying get up and do the job you were meant to do. I’ve tried to live my life like God asks its hard and I faulter a lot. I ask for strength and guidance. I pick myself up and keep trying.
Yes!!! Or a middle of the night jolt?? Totally, Shari. God doesn't necessarily work on my time clock...... My only advice is to just stay open. God will not only give you the call but equip you to answer it.
Well he’s sure working on me tonight. I have the most amazing opportunity to go on a mission trip in June to believe it or not Utah. I can’t wait to go, I’ve wanted to do this for a very long time.. Graham gave me the inspiration. I called my church and got all the info. I’m going to do my best to go.
I love this, Shari! If you feel called, He will provide the way. Follow your heart . You won't regret answering the call.
I totally agree with you. When I follow through on something God calls me to do, I always receive a bigger blessing from being obedient.
Obedience is such a powerful word. It's that surrendering thing when you know without a doubt that what God has for you is for his good purposes.
So nicely said. Gives hope
Same here Cathey!
Very powerful.
A profound comment. Thanks for sharing Cathey. 🙏💖
Graham, On my inspirational calendar for today, the following quote appeared which I think applies so greatly to what you shared with all of us today. "We never stop being shaped by God's hand for HIS perfect purpose - Each day is part of the process." To describe that feeling of how God personally speaks to me is through prayer, which offers me the guidance. It's exactly how you described it to me recently of that gentle feeling on your heart and at the same time that is so powerful, it gives you the energy to have the FAITH to move forward. Faith is not being able to know what's coming, but saying yes and trusting in God to take you through it. As you say, sometimes it can be a little messy, but at the end of the day, God knows better than we do what is best for us. I keep telling myself EARTH is temporary, because I know personally my soul will be with God/Jesus in the end. Another favorite phrase of mine which is from DonnyMac's "HOME" song is "TO LIVE IS CHRIST, TO DIE IS GAIN." I think many of us can relate to what you shared with us today. I know I can, and have many times throughout my life. Graham, don't ever doubt your calling because you have inspired me beyond words. I'm eternally grateful to God for HIM directing me to you and this amazing Substack community. God is using you Graham in many amazing ways. and you have a God given talent for inspiring others. I believe the BEST is yet to come for you and all of us.
I had an experience Sunday of whether or not to share something that was deeply meaningful to me with someone. It was NOT easy, and I kept going back and forth as to whether to share this with them or not. At church, while I was talking with someone, that gentle but powerful feeling on my heart which I know was from God said to just do it. Well, I did, and I'm so glad I listened to God. It wasn't anything major, but for me, it was definitely out of my comfort zone, but in the end I was the one who was blessed and hopefully the other was also.
I look forward to Saturday's Zoom call. Have a safe trip returning home and May God Bless You!
All the best!
Graham - One other note as I listened to the video again. As Music ministers so much to my soul, the old hymn " I SURRENDER ALL" comes to mind. Words to this wonderful hymn are below. I was just reminded of this when you spoke of total surrender in the video. It is one of the most beautiful hymns and one of my favorites. Just had to add and share in addition to the comments I shared earlier.
All to Jesus I surrender
All to Him I freely give
I will ever love and trust HIm
In His presence daily live
I surrender all
I surrender all
All to Thee
My blessed Savior
I surrender all
All to Jesus I surrender
Make me, Savior, wholly Thine
Let me feel Thy Holy Spirit
Truly knowing that Thou art mine
I surrender all
I surrender all
All to Thee
My blessed Savior
I surrender all
All to Jesus I surrender
Now I feel the sacred flame
Oh the joy of full salvation
Glory, glory to his name
I surrender all
I surrender all
All to Thee
My blessed Savior
I surrender all
Carrie Underwood has a beautiful version of that song. https://open.spotify.com/track/17bXOd2pMwidDIc5zPJmWB?si=xfyqpdhKTkSCtApvqHx7Dg
I've heard her sing it. It's beautiful! Thanks for sharing.
thank you for sharing this.. i just list4ned to it..it is great
That’s beautiful thanks for sharing Tricia ❤️
Thank you Tricia. So beautiful!
thank you
One of my favorite hymns. Beautiful words and truly uplifting. Thank you for sharing.
Love this, it is so beautiful🎶
Love that Donny Mac song! Yes, when we trust...we gain!
I agree with you 100%!!!!! Jesus us the reason I get up every morning!!! I follow his lead. He is awesome!!!
Wonderful! Thanks Anne.
I'm glad that you went with your heart & all worked out. 🙏
Me too, Sometimes just talking it out with others is all you need, but until I feel that gentle but powerful tug on my heart, is when I will step out in FAITH! That's when I know the guidance is from God. It's happened so many times lately and the blessings have been overwhelming I can hardly breathe. I will take it though because I know my FAITH will take me through the tough times too! Love your new car by the way!
Graham ~ I believe like you that God's Kingdom is Beyond . For those of you that don't know what it feels like to have God calling you, here's one of my experiences. I felt God pulling continually on my heart to go to Florida & help my mom while she was dying -- even though my brother & his children lived there. I finally listened & left my family, gave up my teaching position, flew to Florida & took care of my mom for five months even though I hadn't wanted to lose "my life." After she died, I also became the executrix of her will and had to fly back & forth from Ohio to Florida many times. There were some really ugly moments after that. Ie. I was accused of stealing, etc. by disgruntled family members. One afternoon I came back from a contentious appointment with an attorney in Florida. As I was walking up the sidewalk to my mom’s empty house, I felt angry and confused – put upon. I remember crying out loudly in my head, “God, why did my mom do this to me?”
When I reached her front door, there was a pamphlet stuck in the crack. On it was a picture of Jesus kneeling beside a tree. Something made me turn the pamphlet over. In big letters it said, “Keep Doing What You’re Doing In Memory of Me.” (Luke 22) I’m sure God was encouraging, helping me that day, and I felt a complete peace come over me. It kinda felt like a wonderful surrender if that makes sense. As Graham wrote, “God's plan is always one step at a time…” I'm still on the journey with God as my Guide.
Jan— I identified completely with the comments you made pertaining to your Mother’s death and your feelings surrounding the accusations. The experience I had at 12 which I talk about in my comment today was similar in the sense that my grandmother had passed away months before my connection with her. I had been angry, sad, lonely, reproachful, … all grief symptoms which I did not know what to do with at 12. She came to me, talked to me, calmed me and her spirit infused me … and then everything changed in what felt like seconds. Amazing experience just as you had when you read the back of that card. I felt as if a weight had been taken off my shoulders. I can still feel that decades later. Blessed🙏🏻
Hi Sherry -- yes, I thought how similar our situations were when I read your post. I love the opportunities we have to connect here. Maybe we are all "related" in this Universe. Hugs
Yes we are Jan! I think all the time about how absolutely blessed we all are to have this place of honesty and sharing with no judgment, only comprehension, through our own experiences. Truly when @grahamwardle created this avenue of communication he followed a beam of truth and gave us all a huge and priceless present. I know this came from deep inside his heart: a knowing to share, a place of grace.
I totally understand what you went through, My parents are still alive they will both be 90 in May. Mom has dementia so once a week I work remotely to help my Dad so he an run the errands for them, and I take care of Mom. My sister and I have not gotten along for a very long time, I have tried but this year I finally said enough is enough, and I refuse to be treated that way anymore. I told them I would not go to my sisters house or her children's homes anymore as I did not feel comfortable there and had not for many years. My brother said that I needed to put the past in the past and forgive my sister, which I said I have to take care of myself and not keep putting my self in a situation where I am not respected. He then said well you are the executor of MOM and DADs estate and I needed to be fair. I told him with my dad right there that I would follow my parents wishes which were written out in their will, and I would not cheat either of them out of what was theirs, also told my Dad that if he wanted he could change the executor, and he told my brother that the reason they chose me was because they new I would honor their wishes. So I foresee when my parents pass there will be some ugliness from my brother and sister.
So sorry to hear of your difficulties. I have been going through some very difficult times with my relatives after the passing of my dad in October. I didn't expect any of it, but it hit me like a brick. I am struggling to forgive and move forward despite things that have been done and said. God, give us both the strength.
I had to deal with this very thing a few years back.. I am the baby of the family my eldest sister didnt want anything to do with being executor for our par3nts but they were old school and put her anyway. upon their passing my sister handed me everything and was like---I dont want to do this.-- I took it all over with love and respect for my parents and I too followed their wishes to the T. It - at first made me resent my sister --but I am proud of the hard work I put in the love I felt from all of the rest of the family.
Cynthia my very close family was torn apart by my cousins when our grandfather died and my dad, the executor, was accused of influencing my grandfather in preparing his will
because they were not in it. They never considered how stubborn and determined our grandfather was and what an
honest man my dad was, though they grew up with both of them in their lives. So I understand the pain you feel and will pray for your strength and guidance.
Prayers for you Cynthia as you take this journey. The same type of thing happened in my husband’s family when his grandfather died. But they were blessed and reconciliation did occur for them a few years later. Don’t lose hope and faith.
Cynthia… my thoughts and prayers are with you as you deal with such a difficult situation. Hopefully a reconciliation with your siblings will prevail in the future.🙏
Thank you for sharing your story Jan. I believe God works in mysterious ways and he did that for you. We are all on the journeys he has set for us and we must travel in Faith. God bless you.
Yes, Leigh, I think he does. I KNEW my mom loved me, but I always FELT as if I weren't enough for her. From my childhood when she was president of every club imaginable to my older years when she married 2 times after my dad died. It was an irrational belief I held -- when I was the only one there holding her hand when she died, God released me from that mistaken belief. Thanks!
Jan….thanks for sharing this with us. Hopefully in the end you successfully carried out the will of your Mom without further contentious exchanges with other family members. 🙏
Yes, thanks, Danny ~ I survived without having to go to jail. Ha Ha! One of the discontents even apologized. I've always had a hard time accepting the parable of The Prodigal Son, but my mom certainly provided me with first-hand experience. I get it!
I'm so glad you found peace after all the trauma. All the very best. 🙏
The largest call I have felt was to be a youth minister. That didn’t come to fruition though through my own fallible humanity but that’s neither here nor there.
I feel little callings every day like “you need to send this message to this person”, or “you need to share this with that person,” or “you need to tell this person you love them.” I don’t know what the point of most of the calls is and probably never will. But… I’ve had people message me or call me in the past and say “I really needed that, thank you.” It feels so good knowing God used me in that simple little way to help someone else.
To describe how it feels?? It’s a certainty about something beyond anything you’ve felt on this earth. It tickles and prickles at your consciousness and vibrates with a presence all it’s own. It pokes you in the back and says “hey!! Hey!!” over and over again until you turn around and listen to it. And it’s coated in love to ease the discomfort as it comes into being.
It’s like looking at a puzzle with one piece missing and you hold the piece in your hand. The draw is unmistakable. Thank you again G for all you do and chose to share with us 💚
Aimee -- I definitely get where you are coming from. Several weeks ago I had a woman come up to me & say the card I sent her when her baby triplets died at birth over 40 years ago saved her life. She said she keeps those words in a frame. I was flabbergasted!!! I can't even remember the card & what it said. I guess we should never ignore those "pokes in the back that say 'hey!! Hey!!' over & over again..." 'cause even God's "small" callings make a BIG difference it seems.
They really really do! That’s so beautiful and sad, I’m glad He chose to use you to save her life ❤️
Jan,
How precious to know your obedience made such an impact. ❤️To have the simple gesture of writing that card and to have her come up to you so many years later to say it saved her life, that is beautiful and yet so full of His compassion, power and divinity!
You are the apple if His eye.
Thank you.
Very cool, Aimee. I can relate. These little callings make the spiritual realm very real and not just theoretical. Pressing on!
I have been in tears on and off since I read your poem and watched your video. I prayed for you intently this past weekend! God answered my prayers!! Graham, you are worthy and such a joy-filled child of God! As Don McLeod said recently on a live IG that God does not make mistakes! He certainly did not with you as well. Your story reminds me a bit of when Don wrestled with God the night his wife had left. My sister-in-law reminded me of a parable of the lost sheep in Matthew 18:10-14. Briefly, the shepherd had lost 100 sheep. The story goes on to say, he will leave the 99 others and search high and low for the one lost sheep. Another verse similar is John 10:27 - "My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me." Graham, many days I don't want to listen to the voice. It is almost like I feel I am in a full-on wrestling match with God. I know though without out a doubt that when I want to ignore the "train whistle" and I want to turn from the "voice" and run away, He will come after me like the shepherd for the lost lamb. Faith is not easy. It is easier and sometimes feels safer to turn away, because faith is about vulnerability. I will say that the days I feel like running away, I will just simply pray, "God, help me. I am struggling. Hear me." He is always right there. You talked of messy...whew that is a great word! It is exactly that! I will be praying specifically for you as you encounter more messes! I pray for this community often as well. Graham, as many have said, you are a gift! May you continue to shine with God in your heart!
To answer the actual question you proposed...how would I share about the call on my heart...I would simply say it is not easy to turn to it. I would explain it by using the parable of the Prodigal Son. We are like the elder son, the younger son, and the father. We all want to be known and heard and seen. Come before His feet with an open heart and just let him lead you. It does not come without "messes", but the joy the is greater.
Now...let's do some dancing! Excited for our group zoom! Get your feet going ladies! 🕺 💃 🙌🙏
Amen Tricia! My thoughts exactly!
Graham…I shared my experience after your poem “Tough Love” on March 29. The pulling inside of me occurred over a period of 30 plus years when my brother and I did not have any relationship during that time. As I shared earlier it was not until I learned that he was ill and in the hospital that I had a calling to take that leap and visit him. Certainly I did not know what the outcome would be but I knew that I could not live with myself if I didn’t try to rekindle a relationship. Yes the outcome was a positive one and for the remaining 5 years of his life, we shared many good times together until he passed away. Our last time together was the week of his passing when we spent the week after Christmas in 2015 at the beach. Many conversations of our memories during our childhood…many times holding hands…embracing…and the night before his passing having a cold beer at his request. I know now that God gave me the courage and strength to initiate a rekindling of our relationship. The outcome was more than I could have hoped for. Today my relationship with my sister in law and niece and nephew is stronger than ever before. My eyes are filling with tears right now as I write about this rekindled love with my brother and his family … it’s still such a joyous moment to celebrate and be thankful for such a positive outcome. I say to anyone please take that leap and have faith that God or a higher power will be at your side…will lift you as you walk through your journey…and will provide you a tremendous triumph going forward. Love and peace.🙏
I can relate to your story danny my sisters and I had no contact(too long a story) from our only brother for 10+ yrs until one of my sisters got sick and past away in 08. My other 2 sisters and I finally started having a relationship again with him (he is the big brother ) it’s unfortunate that it took my oldest sister’s illness for all of us to get back together but in the end god must’ve meant that to happen. Because he was diagnosed with cancer in 2010 & we helped him through the process of chemo. It was t working for him and he passed in 2011 I’m thankful for that little bit of time that we had with him 💔❤️
Lisa…thanks for your comment…sadly it takes an illness to reconnect but we have to accept what is and be thankful for the period that a rekindling has occurred. Life is difficult to understand sometimes.🙏
Amen Danny! Taking that leap of FAITH and saying yes is not always easy, but God knows each and every time what is best for us. He knows what's best for us than we ourselves. If I didn't have that FAITH, I would be totally lost. I can't even imagine life without that. I'm so glad you have that wonderful relationship now with your brother's family! God is good and all the time God is Good!
Anne…thanks for your comment. Yes it is difficult to take that step towards a rekindling of a long lost relationship. What a relief and a blessing that I was able to share those last years of love and companionship with my brother.🙏
Beautiful story! Bless you!
Thanks Laura🙏
What a beautiful share. It would be wonderful to experience a similar reconciliation. All in God's time, I suppose.
I'm glad for you that you listened to your heart & was able to reconnect with your brother 🙏
Thank you Christine…🙏
I will comment more in depth later, but I wanted to say thank you for sharing your experience. I would imagine it’s difficult to convey an experience like that without giving out too many personal details, but you did a great job and it’s much appreciated 💚
Agree💖
My mom was in a nursing home and I visited her every day after work. Well, one morning while driving to work, I heard go visit your mother. My thought was I’ll visit her after work. But the voice kept at me to go visit my mother. So instead of going to work, I went to see my mom. She was so happy to see me. I’m so thankful I listened to that voice in my head because within an hour my mom abruptly passed away. If I had gone to work, I would have missed saying goodbye to her. God gave me that final moment with her.
I had a very similar thing happen to me. My Mom was in the hospital. I woke up Thursday morning knowing I had to go see her. We visited with her for a while. I told her I loved her, and that the kids sent their love as well. We left and hadn’t even been gone 30 minutes when the hospital called that she had passed. If I hadn’t listened and asked my best friend to take me to see her, I would have also missed saying goodbye. I’m so grateful that I got to say goodbye.
When my sister passed it was very hard. We had to say our good byes while she was in a coma. We were there most of the night. The ICU nurse told us we had to go. Being in the healthcare field and having to watch them take their last breath was so different. My sister waited till we said good bye and passed with out any of us there. I know where she is and that gives me comfort still doesn’t make it easier. I’m glad you were able to give peace to your mom and you. Thinking of you Aimee.
Aimee…so sorry to hear of your Mom’s passing but you are blessed to have had that time with her to say goodbye. Thinking of you.🙏
Thank you for sharing with us another powerful poem! I had nothing close to what you described but I had an experience a few days which I have already kind of shared a bit about it at the VIP club a few days ago but it was a very powerful moment for me so I think it’s appropriate I share again.I was feeling a bit heavy in my heart and was feeling very overwhelmed and freaked out about an incident that has occurred with a family member that has a medical condition., so I went for a walk to clear my mind . I was lost in my thoughts and looked up in the sky and saw the most beautiful double rainbow which is usually a sign of good luck or prosperity,also It is a symbol of hope and new beginnings.This immediately made feel better and gave me hope. 🌈🌈it was as though God was sending me a message , not to lose my faith , that everything will work out!! 🙏💖
Irene - most definitely. I've had similar and very profound experiences with rainbows. I'm so glad for you. It will definitely work out the way it's supposed to.
Prayers for you and your family Irene. Your strong faith will carry you through. And I believe God will continue to send you those little messages of e
Thank you Leigh 🙏❤️
I know that with God in your corner everything will work it self out. I’ll be praying for you Irene.
Thanks Shari I appreciate it very much 🙏❤️
Thank you ,Anne I have faith that it will and thank you so much for the uplifting song you shared with me . I can't stop listening to it !!!
You're so welcome! I love music if you can't tell, but I also love Graham's inspirational poems. Combine them both and what a blessing!
Prayers for you and your family, Irene. Your faith will carry you through. And God will continue to send you those little messages of encouragement. ❤️
So now that I've read your poem several times I feel I can with God's help post a response. God wants each of us to have a personal relationship with him, but the choice is ours. The more you lean into and develop that relationship the more God expects of you and gives you, but whether or not you do it is your choice. But if you want peace and contentment, stop running, listen then follow His direction. For He has the best for you and your life if you are just willing to trust. We can always come up with reasons to not follow, but the joy, peace and love you can experience when you let go is unspeakable and is seen by others in you. Graham, you have joy!!
Well said!
Graham this poem hits close to my heart from my fast experience of my beautification journey. The only reason I am still living because God needs me and was walking every step of the way until my beautification is finished. To God Be The Glory! God, Faith and trust go hand in hand . God promised us that we would get those things that we ask in prayer. If we believe that God will give them to us. I have learn thru my journey that God has a better plan, has a final say about everything.My life , not my fears, my doubt, nor my failures. I believe him when he says that his plan to prosper me and I will trust him. Owning your book 2015 save my life and you have inspired me beyond words. God is using you ,when you first started this substack community I was hesitant to sign up then one day while on my prayer walk something happen? I became a warrior and fight the fear within; it is not physical chains that keep us from unlocking our greatness but rather the unseen mental and emotional turmoil that leaves us sleepless at night. God has a plan , there are angels fighting battles to open path, lifting higher , one step at a time. Fighting my fears and push forward. I rejoice on my trials and tribulations difficulties are always a catalyst that strengthen my Faith and given me a brighter hope in God. Have a safe travels Graham and thank you for sharing your experience. Cheers 🙏❤️
I have had quite a few of those "stop in your tracks" promptings from God, and I'll honestly say I didn't always respond. When I did, I was actually more blessed that whoever I thought I was helping. About 10 years ago, God called my husband and me to leave our home and move 5 hours north to work as houseparents at a Eagle Ranch, a home for troubled children. It meant giving up our jobs, leaving a house that we had just built (thinking it would be our final home so we pulled out all the stops!), and leaving family and friends that we had had all our lives. He was asking us to leave all that we "thought" was important to us. We were scared to death, but felt the calling so strongly, (I even heard God's voice audibly in my head defeating every excuse that I threw up to avoid leaving my home). When we interviewed for the position (a very extensive process), one of the people that interviewed us said something that has stuck with me forever. 'I know that you think you are coming to help out Eagle Ranch, and you are, but it's what the ranch is going to teach you that will impact you the most!" She was so right. I'd love to say that everything was always great, but when you are living with 7 troubled boys and working with their families, things can get stressful and very crazy! But I grew. My husband grew. Our marriage grew. Our patience grew. Our ability to love people through all their junk (and through all our own junk) grew. Our relationship with Jesus grew. God used that time to help us identify the baggage and issues in our own lives that needed purging/ and refining. The ranch really did more for us than we ever did for it. So my point in this story, is that when you feel that tug, whether it's in a small situation or a larger commitment like ours was, follow it. You will be blessing another, but God ALWAYS does a greater work in our own hearts when we are obedient to him.
Thanks for this poem, Graham. I'm glad you had such a great experience and listened! You are a blessing to so many of us because you have listened to God and brought all of us together through all of your platforms.
If anyone is interested in learning more about Eagle Ranch here's their link: https://eagleranch.org
What a lovely, heartfelt story. I'm so happy for you & your husband. I believe when you give of yourself, you get back in return. I have experienced this when I volunteered at a primary school. I was doing it to help the school as well helping with my anxiety, but received so much more in return. The joy, satisfaction & love from the kids was overwhelming & so much more.
I can tell you felt the same. You did a wonderful, selfless thing & I'm sure you changed lives for the better. Bless you both. 🙏💖🇦🇺
Beautiful story. Thank you for sharing and thank you for giving your time to those boys. It is amazing how much more we receive when we choose to follow God’s plan and serve others.
What a great story!
Thank you!!
First of all, thank you Graham! An awesome poem.
I have had a call from God. It was a wonderful experience. I cried and cried and said “I love God so much” and cry again. That experience stays with you. You will never forget it. Well I prayed and asked God to do the same for you this weekend while on the retreat where you could be alone with God. He loves you so much. He’s been with you since you were little. He’s had your back a lot of times.
To explain to someone else, I would say it’s a combination of peace and love all over you
I would say “Listen to your heart because that is where He speaks to you”. I answered His call and have seen many miracles in my life. He loves you Graham!
I think a lot of us have been constantly praying for Graham. I know I have!
I have as well
Yes, and we will continue to do so.
Me too!!
I prayed right there with you
Praise God!
Graham has a beautiful heart and soul for sure. The world needs more people like him.
Yes it certainly does!
I also pray for Graham constantly. He has been an inspiration for me and impacted my life in so many ways.
Great poem Graham! A time when I know the Holy Spirit was using me and speaking to me was when my mother, who I never had a good relationship with, had a debilitating aneurysm, which hospitalized her for weeks She was then transferred to a board and care facility where she remained for years. I was pulled to care for her by this force within me. On my own, I may have ignored her, or at least, not be so involved. I ended up caring for her with a genuine love that just welled up inside me. I couldn’t stop it if I tried! I did everything for her. I wondered to myself how I was able to do it. I believe God placed me in this position to heal me of all the past pain. She lived 4 more years. Before she died, she looked into my eyes and said, “You really do love me.” God enabled me to do for her what she never could for me. Because of this experience I have NO regrets. I am at peace.
I felt that same force pull me to my dad before he passed. I glad that your experience is one you can cherish. 🙏💖
It truly was a gift to me from God. I'm really glad for you that He gave you that gift too.
Graham, thank you for your poem it really stuck a cord with me. I’m glad you had an amazing time on your retreat in Utah. I hope everything turned out ok with the experience you encountered.
I prayed for you for God to be by your side while on the road and during your retreat. Knowing he’s always with you is a comfort. He was especially with you when your situation arose when he tugged on your heart and soul to turnaround. I was taught that God never gives you anything you can’t handle.
He puts us in situations to see what we will do or what our reaction will be. It’s hard at times to trust in God. It’s in our nature to analyze things.
I was in a situation about 7years ago. I had to make a decision pertaining to my health. I thank God every day for what I have and that everything is ok. It ‘s the trust we must have to take that step to see what the outcome will be. If we don’t how are we supposed to know we won’t. If the situation turns out for the best you know it was the right thing to do even though there were doubts.
We have a heart and a gut for a reason we have to have the strength to follow it and know it will be ok.
This was a little hard for me to write because I’ve been there like everyone else here it’s just our experiences are different to each one of us. Though knowing what should be done and doing are two different things.
Take care Graham cheers.
Well said Shari. We all have different experiences in life that shapes us, yet at times we are guided in directions we find difficult to explore. This has happened with me many times & many times I have taken the easier path, not the best one. It's only been in the last few years that I am finally listening to my heart my inner voice & God, that I have begun to feel some peace of mind. It's a work in progress, but forums like this help me to have faith that I'm getting there. 🙏💖
We have to listen that’s how we learn. God teaches us in so many ways. We may not always follow, I know I don’t listen. Though after I realized I should of. I give my self a good talking to and say you dummy why didn’t you. Then find myself feeling guilty. Go figure.
Graham I am so happy for you and I want you to know that I have been praying for you ever since the podcast that you had with Kerry. That night I was listening to you and Kerry having a conversation and God spoke to me and he told me to pray for you and Kerry right then I prayed. Cause when God tells you to do something you do it. It was so plain to me and then after that God told me that it was urgent that I talk to you and I said how do I do that. He had a message for you and I sent a message and I don't know if you ever got it. But I have been praying for you ever since that podcast.
I am a Christian and I have this special relationship with Jesus. To answer your question about how I would tell someone about God or a higher power call on there heart. Well first of all I would pray and ask God for direction, then I would take the Bible and share with them from He's word about how to be saved. How Jesus died on the cross for there sins and that he took every sin that they have committed or will commit to the cross . I would tell them that Jesus loved them so much that he willingly died first them. And that call on there heart is the drawing of the Holy Spirit to come to salvation. Jesus is calling them come to him.
I have been a Christian a long time and I have a relationship with Jesus and I love Jesus do much. That is my answer to your question. You are right God leads us one step at a time. He gives us enough light to see the next step. But I do know what the future hold. Jesus is coming soon and take us all out of here. If you belong to him then when he comes back then you will go with him. After that is the great tribulation. The Antichrist will take over. But Jesus wins in the end. Go read the book of Daniel, Ezekiel, and Revelation. It is all explained in those books of the Bible.
God bless you Graham and I am so thankful that you are working for God!! I am gonna continue to pray for you and you pray for me too. Cause we all need prayer!!! Loved this poem so much!! It spoke to me. What an inspiration you are!!! Be safe on your trip back home!!! I look forward to hearing all about you trip, the retreat and all you did!!! 🥰😇😘😊❤💕❤🙏🙌🏻
Carolyn - Amen sister! I am right there with you! With God/Jesus all things are possible and he will lead us through any and all things. Like you and a lot of us, I've been praying for Graham ever since I was first led to join Substack. I'm so glad I answered that call and I think we all are glad too! We are a family here and support one another and Graham!
Anne…yep…so glad I joined. I’m a late comer to Graham’s community. I just came across his Time Has Come site by googling him. What a great journey this has been for me. He is such an inspiration to all of us and to think he is in his mid 30s…and me I’m 75 and he has impacted my view of life in such a positive way. The young man is gifted!
Most definitely Danny. I'm one of the late comers to Heartland about 2.5 years ago, and then when he left, I came across him on Twitter and well you know the rest of the story - Time Has Come podcast and now this amazing and awesome Substack community. God has truly blessed each and every one of us including Graham! I'm completely overwhelmed by how much I've been blessed within last few months!
Hi Danny I to was a late comer. I saw heartland on Netflix and watched and right away fell in love with the show. When I watched the 14th season I was devastated that Ty had died. Though like you I googled the young man that played him. I was listening and reading up on Graham. To my surprise I found myself on his Time as come website and signing up for his substack community. Here we are today enjoying his inspirational mind. I’m glad I joined. God truly gave him a gift . He has helped us all in one way or another.
Like you Danny have never felt such inspiration in my lifetime, ever. We definitely heard Graham’s call to us.
Yes we have Debbie…🙏
Wow Carolyn I couldn’t say it any better. God was certainly with Graham on his trip.God always leads us it might not always be where we want to go but he knows the plans he has for us. He will come again and it will be so ever sweet when he does.
I started praying for Graham when I heard someone misquote the Bible to him. He was told that Jesus said "know yourself and the truth will set you free." NO.. Jesus said "If you hold to my teachings, you are truly my disciples. Then you will know the truth and the truth will set you free". And He said "I am the way and the truth and the life"........I also started praying for Kerry James, from the podcast you mentioned, when he looked up and said "God are you there? I will never bow to you".
My feeling is Graham is coming around to God but I continue to pray that he will find Jesus.
Delores I have not gotten kerry out of my thoughts either since I heard that interview. He is in turmoil. He so needs the Lord. He will bow as will everyone to the Lord. We must pray that Kerry sees Christ in Graham. That is a heavy load for Graham, but it is why we are here. We pray for Graham's total surrender to the Lord. People need the Lord! Linda
I pray for both of them I think Graham knows the Bible because he was raised catholic. He has quoted a Bible verse in one of his Poems he recited it perfectly . I believe Graham knows of God he just needs to know him better. God is working with Graham in a particular way and some how it works. I hope as time passes Graham and Kerry both will be the ones that say we believe in God. I truly hope and pray for both of them.
I believe Graham did have an experience with God. We will see it in him. He said “I work for God” I agree with you Graham.
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Kathryn